Sunday, March 20, 2005

I Am A Dreaming Soul

You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn'>http://www.blogthings.com/newbornsoul.html">Newborn Soul, Prophet'>http://www.blogthings.com/prophetsoul.html">Prophet Soul, and Traveler'>http://www.blogthings.com/travelersoul.html">Traveler Soul

Sunday, March 13, 2005

An open letter to the "ONE" God has prepared for me...


Am I sometimes making your life difficult?
Do I not know how to love completely?
Am I indifferent and such a brat at times?

Forgive me for all the hurt that I've caused you...
Pardon the little monster in me which surfaces every now and then...
My apologies if I've taken you for granted...
and for making you sometimes feel forsaken in the middle of our conflicts.

You are God's answer to my prayer...
I have long waited for you and I would say that you really are worth the wait...
How I wish the tears I've shed would just wash away my flaws so that I'd be perfect... not in its truest sense... but perfect for you...

I look forward to that day that everything would fall into their proper places, just as we had dreamed... imagined.. and believed it would be...
Please don't think of letting go...
I love you...
I really do...



"The best use of life is love. The best expression of love is time. The best time to love is now."

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Kansahamnida...

“Teacher, this is Joon...”

I was so elated upon hearing him on the other end of the line... I nearly jumped for joy.

I just received a call from Joon, one of my 1st batch of students. For a 13 year old to do that, it was so overwhelming for me. He called all the way from Korea. When they were still here, a number of my students asked for my cellphone number and email address and told me that they would call me when they go back to their country. I did not expect that one of them would really call.

I guess I’m beginning to experience now the simple joys of teaching. Receiving a call from my student, or even emails, gives me an overwhelming feeling... People might think I am so assuming, but really, it makes me think and feel that they appreciated me well and that I’ve been a good teacher to them.

Perhaps I became really attached to my students even if we’ve been together for almost two months only. I miss them badly soon after they left. I tried to communicate with them thru email, but to no avail! I nearly gave up. I guess that was it. I was ready to accept that I would never see them ever again or even hear from them, until the day Joon called. I regret it so much not being able to give them anything, even a simple note, as a souvenir. But as one of my co-teachers told me, “The knowledge you’ve imparted to them is sufficient enough for them to forever remember you.” True enough, I feel, they appreciated me that much.

I hope to see them again in the near future... I hope they would not only remember the pollution here in the Philippines, the BIG cockroaches, and all the mosquitoes that have been with them since they set foot in this country... I’m sure they had lots of fun and happy memories too which would want them to go back to this beautiful country.

"…For the two months we’ve spent together without thinking much of the language barrier... for the snacks we’ve shared... for the smiles we gave to one another... I did not only help you improve your English knowledge... I was also improved... you made me a better person."

So to all my students, KANSAHAMNIDA... in my native language... MARAMING SALAMAT!

(Betty... thanks also for sending emails even if you’re busy. I am still awaiting for the others to keep in touch with me... I really miss you all...)